I am still struggling to come up with a Father’s Day post in large part because I wanted to write about my Dad. Maybe in a day or two. Although I have said that I now think about Papa with a smile, the sadness remains. It’s almost two years now since he left us, but some things never really go away — time just helps us to cope with them better.
Meanwhile, I took the picture on the left last Friday and it has progressed rather well since then, so I’m doing finishing touches and filling in some gaps. I’ve also attached the bottom and the middle portions and will be ready to “stitch” the pieces together once I figure out how I’m going to “fill in” the remaining “blank spaces.”
My next project was a toss up between the Eiffel Tower and the Grand Place (Paris vs. Brussels?) — but I am still looking for my CD of pictures of Belgium, and I found the ones from my first trip to Paris, so Paris wins. Besides, doing the Grand Place is no less ambitious than doing a portion of the Manhattan skyline given the guild housees that line one of its sides… We’ll see. I really would like to stick to zentangling images based on my own photos that is why it’s important I find the actual pictures I snapped of the subject matter.
As always, I’ve had a lot of time to de-stress and think while doing the repetitive patterns. This is what I like most about zentangling — it actually helps me to focus without pushing myself too hard. Effortless almost. These days, everything seems to take twice the effort so it helps when I can do something more fluidly with ease. Life is difficult as it is… why make it harder? I’ve had to do some “patching up” but nothing too drastic a do-over. And that’s another thing I love about zentangling — that it is such a “forgiving” art that allows me to redo something I might’ve messed up or changed my mind about. Once done, this would’ve taken me four weeks to complete. (Unless I get stalled in a major way in the next day or two.)
I haven’t really done much else with other things — haven’t been reading and I have been crafting at a snail’s pace. I just realized today I haven’t been “here” in a week, although I’ve been writing elsewhere. (For an audience of one: me.) I haven’t managed to write any of the snail mail I’ve been meaning to write, and while I have been fixing my paper stock at home and generally trying to get organized in all sorts of ways, I haven’t made any cards of late. I did find what was meant to be a background piece for an “Art Journal Everyday” entry, so I pasted it onto my book, trimmed the paper to size and will try and get going tonight on the art journaling.
Let’s see how that goes.