It’s another Monday and while it’s warmer in New York, it was a tad wet in the morning. The day gave in to sunshine eventually and I think Spring finally got here!
I usually write my Monday Musings Sunday evening, but the day just got away from me. So let’s give it a try as I chase after the clock with minutes to Tuesday.
Happy Birthday, Mama! Like I posted on Instagram, I don’t usually post pictures of myself here — even if I do have the profile pic in that corner and this corner on the other blog. That might change in the coming months, but I still do it with a lot of reluctance. That’s my mom and I from December 2013 when I was with her last. It’s been more than a year, and a homecoming is overdue.
While I’m missing her birthday, I do expect to celebrate when I get there — not just her birthday but mine, my brother’s (on April 7) and my bestfriend, Jonathan (April 4), as well as my sister-in-law. (April 18).
But today is the 75th birthday of my beloved Mom.. to her I owe much of who I am today. She continues to be a pillar of strength for me not just as a daughter, but more importantly, as a mother. I can only pray for more years with her — more so at this time when I need my mother’s loving care. Even when she had reason to judge, she withheld judgment and simply told me the decision was mine to make. And time and again, she has reminded me, I always have a place at her table, a room in her home, wherever that may be. I love you, Mama.
Can’t wait to see you in just a few weeks and truly celebrate this milestone with the rest of your brood.
And speaking of birthdays..
I’m preparing for a better and happier birthday celebration as the Pinay New Yorker turns 49 in a couple of days. Yes, I’m old. But I’m happy I’m where I am right now. I know it’s taking a step backwards saying last year was the worst birthday ever and anything a notch above would be a whole lot better — but I’m looking forward to nicer things and a better celebration this year. Even if it means celebrating it with me, myself and I.
I’m busy picking a gift to myself. Nothing fancy. Just a little perk that will help make the day special. I would’ve loved to watch Billy Joel on April 3, but like I had written, tickets ran out! I’ve been making do with blasting his music on my iPhone instead. (Not quite as good, but it IS still him singing.
I haven’t quite planned the day yet — I have to be at work — but it will be a birthday week yet.
Spring is finally here. Just when I was about ready to get more of my winter coats cleaned — not to be put away but for extended use — we got a pretty nice day that seemed to give a good preview of spring being just around the corner. I’m not holding my breath about winter finally going, though. There were winters when the bigger storms still hit us in April. Hopefully not.
And the Project might finally get off the ground. It’s been stalled by life in general (and that thing called “work”).. I’ve been working on my pieced flowers again and hope to start with the actual postcards when I get back from Manila in May.
I’ve been focusing on this “Journey to Happy” which I’ve referenced in many of the projects I’m doing or have done, as well as my web presence. It’s a reminder to myself to keep going and to keep doing things to finally bring me to that state of “Happy.”
Here’s to a great week ahead with a little bit of rain but warmer temperatures. Another year for my mom — and a productive week for us all.