I don’t like that this is beginning to look like a Friday Five blog. I’m really looking to post more often, and I do look at the dashboard and go in, but I have been lazy to write and attempt putting together a blogpost. There are a ton of pictures to share — you can see my Instagram feed constantly being updated. I guess it seems that the inspiration to write comes in short bursts — long enough for me to write a blurb or to tweet, but not quite to complete a coherent blog post.
A lot has been happening on my side of the world. Manila alone has a half dozen topics in draft mode somewhere in my brain. The thing is that it’s been a struggle pulling out those thoughts into actual words that can make up a story I can tell here. It’s like a never-ending loop playing in my head, but not quite making enough sense for me to connect everything with a beginning and an end in words. I am trying.
Do I sound like I’m whining again? Maybe I am. Monday sees us greeting June hello and that means we’re almost at the halfway point of 2015. Where did the time go? And yet I find myself at a good juncture and I am actually okay with how time has flown from January to June — well, in most respects.
Life is the way it is — it isn’t perfect. There are many things which I wish weren’t the way they were, and yet I choose to dwell on the things that have somehow surprised me and fell pleasantly on my lap and somehow threw a burst of color and sprinkles and magic dust all around. (I’m not on any medication, thank you. It’s just the way I see things tonight.. how do you describe it.. With bursts of color.. and magic dust, yes. Go imagine..)
Maybe it’s because New York is finally warmer… (Hit 80something today, yay! Even with a threat of a storm hanging over our heads despite a defiant sun trying to make it through the thick canopy of grey clouds above us!) I can finally say this is MY kind of weather.=)
Not quite Manila but close enough.
I like this kind of weather — when the sun can unleash all its power and bathe the city with its warmth and heat and I’d feel alright — sweat and all. When the parks and the streets are blooming all around me! Such color, such life.. it seems to be reminding us all that life is a never-ending cycle — what dies in the fall and lays bare in the winter comes back to life in the spring.
I’m trying to continue with the journey to happy, and the biggest dilemma I have about that right now is to cut or not to cut my hair. (I am so torn.) I was fortunate enough to have had the chance to get it cut by Alex Carbonell over at BenchFix in Greenbelt 5, and everyone loved it! I usually trim again after 4 weeks and it’s been 4 weeks since, but I have gotten at least 3 compliments just this week which makes me think that I can hang on to the hair just a bit longer. Maybe another week?
I have gotten back to art journaling (yay, again!) — and that part, I am very, very happy about.
I had stopped writing and drawing in my altered book for two months now — more or less– and I’ve stopped trying to catch up and have just picked up from what’s current. My altered book should be good for another month or two and I will have to begin a new one. I can’t wait..
The altered book looks all worn but I will redo its binding and create a cover for it. I am hoping to do the same size for the next one.. It feels good to be able to continue with the project and see the book almost altered to the end, and soon, will be all filled with my journaling. It’s been quite a learning experience for me, and it continues to evolve each time I go back to it. One thing that hasn’t changed is its spontaneity. I go back to working on the book when the inspiration hits me.
And I’ve had a lot of creative inspiration lately. I’m trying to do freeform crochet, I’m creating jewelry pieces and I’ve been trying to color my photographs to add some drama or change its whole composition to transform it.
Hopefully that inspiration will transform to more posts here — soon. Almost the weekend, folks!